armstrong
phut
shark
pearlene
clara
huik
justina
yenn weii
qinwei
nuraini
pamela
lizzy
faryhin
vera
joleen
odelia
kai tian
tasneem
melissa
lily
sharifah
paulina
dawn
tim
weekiat
yijun
xuanwei
zhengyi
sarah
justin
benny
fabian
scott

there's happy tree friends on MTV!
"milkin' it"

today was HORRIBLE.
cuz y? cuz i slept in the afternoon instead of studying!!!!!!!!!!
tsktsk.
uh oh.
wad if i fail every single subject(again)?
wad if i fail GP?
wad if i get retained?
wad if i get kicked out of mj cuz my grades r bad enough to pull the average aggregate of the whole cohort down?
like down to the 18th level of hell?
shut up sk.

neway, i realised that i am not good at anything!
my sax playing is so-so only.
my drums are filled only with basic beats and NONSENSICAL fill-ins!
my guitar is ...(HAHAHA).
my chinese flute makes whiny noises.
and i obviously CAN'T draw anything(besides swimming triangles).
i'm not good in both languages.
my math is only average compared to jiayi's WAAAAAAAAAY above average.
my sciences are worse.
dun even get me started at sports.
or gymnastics(more angel rolls and i swear i'll roll the tcher's head off his shoulder).
maybe it's time to analyse wad else i should try out in search of my forte.

Other subjects...
Literature(i'm already failing GP)
Geography(disgusting)
History(hmmm...)
Physics(u never know, afterall fab, elaine and i managed to form a human pendulum thing during the NDP rehearsal out of boredom)

Other languages...
maybe after i master the british accent and speak as well as guan(yj).

Other Instruments...
microscopy(well, it IS an instrument)
trumpet(hk will murder)
clarinet(no offence but i really really dislike/HATE clarinet)
trombone(i would like to think of it as sumthing to feed my dog with)
french horn(after i master French)
piano(i haf demented fingers)
ok forget instruments.

wad about....
CoOKING(i can crack an egg open with two hands)
composing(now tt alfred reed's dead, sumone has to take over and write great music but apparently tt sumone can not be me)
acting[kailing said tt i was very "ai yan". but by tt, she could haf meant ai(block)yan(eye) as in annoying i tink or ai(love)yan(act)]
i'll leave singing to yijun again.

this is terrible.

to make matters worse,
my sister who is 6 yrs younger is already good at sumthing!
she is good at PREFECTING.
and now she's running for the position of Head Prefect.
maybe i should haf been born later instead of her.

screamed at
10:58 PM